Wanting Love

There is this guy in my life that I wish he would love me. I am uncertain about his capability to love, for I’ve known him since we were kids and even then he has never shown the ability of loving. He makes girls fall for him, and he eventually leaves. That’s what I saw in him. He is a fucking shit boy. But what makes me love him we were the best of friends since day one. We live in a neighbourhood, and we see each other almost every day. I tried so hard to fight the feelings that I have for him, but nothing’s happened. The more I deny it, the more I love him. I found myself loving his imperfections, just loving him the way he is. How I wish he would love me too.  

I know this is quite an impossible thing to happen according to London Escort. The wish that I have in my heart will never happen, for he has his way of loving girls.When all i want to do is have sex. He treats me as his best friend, not to be more than that. Every day I have to lie to myself to give him giving him advice about his love life. I don’t find the chance myself to be loved by him.  

One day I was on my one-week retreat vacation as required by our agency for training. I found him annoying, for he keeps on asking me where will I come back home. At first, I ignored his messages. I want to focus on my retreat. After three days straight of ignoring him, I decided to answer his letters. After doing so, he called and feels so excited on the other line. I find him weird. He is not like that on me. Starting with the conversation, he seems to be caring and misses me. I’m confused with he acted. He keeps on messaging me and calls me.  

The one-week training is over, and I go home. As I arrived at our house, I found him standing at our gate. He never did this to me. I came close to him and asked him if he is alright. To my surprise, he ran after me and hugged me tight as if I was away for a decade. While doing so, he keeps on telling me that he misses me, feeling so much. I was so shocked; I don’t know what to say to him. When I get back to myself, I talked to him. He tells me that he has a feeling for me. He loves me. He just afraid that if he tells me what he feels about me, our friendship will be over, and I will walk away from him.  

I hugged and kissed him, honestly tells him the wish that I have in myself for so long. It was a joyful and unforgettable day for me. All thought that the want in my heart would be impossible, but here we are now a happy couple together and he didn’t mind that I am an Escort girl. I could not ask for more I am so blessed and happy to be with the man of my life.